Fucking in outer space.

i know we've all thought about it before. i did for the first time today, in geometry class. What made me think of it, i have no idea. But when i'm extremely bored, in church for example, sex is what i think about to keep myself entertained. And in geometry today all i did was lay my head down and doodle on my notes while listening to my iPod. My doodle was pretty awesome. i should snap it once i get a fuckin CAMERA!!

Michael (stepdad) has a camera. It sits on his desk and i see it every time i walk into his room but i'm afraid to ask for it. Chelsea uses it sometimes but she's his daughter. What if i go in there and ask for it and he goes NO WTF YOU THINK I WOULD LET YOU USE MY SHIT??

Song playing: We the Kings - All Again For You

Oh yeah and did i mention i got suspended from the bus? Yeah. Total bullshit. i was sitting with this dude Robbie and he had his arm around me and apparently the bus driver thought we were making out. So she said something over the speakers but we couldn't hear what she said. We thought we heard our names so we looked up at her but she didn't acknowledge us. So we were just like, whatever. And then i get called down to the assistant principle's and i get a letter telling me i'm suspended for 4 days for insubordination. NOT for PDA, insubordination. My mom got pissed, but when i told her my side she got all defensive and called up Robbie's mom and asked her to meet her at the school. Now i am dreading getting back on the bus. Everyone's gonna be like, Did you make out with Robbie? Are you guys going out? i hate it when people do that. i feel like saying shut the fuck up and mind your own damn business.

Squirtle: HELL yeah!





Song playing: Oasis - Champagne Supernova

So yeah. After the rehearsal on....Thursday? i waited for like, an hour for my mother to show up and take me home. Mr. Gossett and i started talking while we waited and when my mom finally showed up she was like, "i wanted to talk to you about her part, because i know she can sing and dance.." and he was like "Well one of the reasons why she didn't get a major part in this one was because, well, being a freshman and already having the major part in Alice in Wonderland.."
i was like "i'm a sophomore."
So apparently he didn't know that so he was like "Really? You're a sophomore?"
So i'm hoping that this means next year i'll get a better part..

i think i hope too much. Maybe i'm just not good enough.