Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Scars.

Song playing: Seether - Broken

i don't know why i'm feeling like this right now....it just..it feels weird....When we lived in the apartment in Chicago...i think of those days as "the simple days." i'd go to school and fuck around with my friends, and come home to a severely depressed single mom and two little siblings. i tried to forgive my mother and did my best to help when my brother and sister made her mad...

Yeah, the cutting helped. Mom saw the first scar and put me on anti-depressants. i think they helped a little. After a while i stopped taking them, and then i cut more and more.

2 comments:

  1. Are you still cutting? Is there someone you can talk to about your feeling? and offer you some incouragement on your life path?
    wishing you the best always.

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  2. I've had my bad days when I love to listen to Broken by Seether. But not as bad at this. I guess we all have our own cross to bear. Some are just heavier than others.

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