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Song playing: Seether - Broken
i don't know why i'm feeling like this right now....it just..it feels weird....When we lived in the apartment in Chicago...i think of those days as "the simple days." i'd go to school and fuck around with my friends, and come home to a severely depressed single mom and two little siblings. i tried to forgive my mother and did my best to help when my brother and sister made her mad...
Yeah, the cutting helped. Mom saw the first scar and put me on anti-depressants. i think they helped a little. After a while i stopped taking them, and then i cut more and more.
i know we've all thought about it before. i did for the first time today, in geometry class. What made me think of it, i have no idea. But when i'm extremely bored, in church for example, sex is what i think about to keep myself entertained. And in geometry today all i did was lay my head down and doodle on my notes while listening to my iPod. My doodle was pretty awesome. i should snap it once i get a fuckin CAMERA!!
Michael (stepdad) has a camera. It sits on his desk and i see it every time i walk into his room but i'm afraid to ask for it. Chelsea uses it sometimes but she's his daughter. What if i go in there and ask for it and he goes NO WTF YOU THINK I WOULD LET YOU USE MY SHIT??
Song playing: We the Kings - All Again For You
Oh yeah and did i mention i got suspended from the bus? Yeah. Total bullshit. i was sitting with this dude Robbie and he had his arm around me and apparently the bus driver thought we were making out. So she said something over the speakers but we couldn't hear what she said. We thought we heard our names so we looked up at her but she didn't acknowledge us. So we were just like, whatever. And then i get called down to the assistant principle's and i get a letter telling me i'm suspended for 4 days for insubordination. NOT for PDA, insubordination. My mom got pissed, but when i told her my side she got all defensive and called up Robbie's mom and asked her to meet her at the school. Now i am dreading getting back on the bus. Everyone's gonna be like, Did you make out with Robbie? Are you guys going out? i hate it when people do that. i feel like saying shut the fuck up and mind your own damn business.
Squirtle: HELL yeah!
Song playing: Oasis - Champagne Supernova
So yeah. After the rehearsal on....Thursday? i waited for like, an hour for my mother to show up and take me home. Mr. Gossett and i started talking while we waited and when my mom finally showed up she was like, "i wanted to talk to you about her part, because i know she can sing and dance.." and he was like "Well one of the reasons why she didn't get a major part in this one was because, well, being a freshman and already having the major part in Alice in Wonderland.."
i was like "i'm a sophomore."
So apparently he didn't know that so he was like "Really? You're a sophomore?"
So i'm hoping that this means next year i'll get a better part..
i think i hope too much. Maybe i'm just not good enough.
Well the stupid thing cut off Squirtle from the picture. D< i'm trying to get a pic of him for you. i want you to see him in his pimp hat. (:
First rehearsal was awesome. All we did was play games and i laughed enough to burn off a good number of calories.
i avoided Wendy because i'm soooo jealous of her. -.-
i'm a little anxious about playing a pirate though..when i'm onstage i turn into a sweet kid...i don't know if i could do the AAAAARRRRRGHHHH thing.
Wish me luck. Mwah.
Wally is the whale in the kickass beret.
Chubby Wubby is the green dino with "vacuum."
Bullseye is Miko from Pocahontas.
Spike is the spiky one with the tissue on his head. He's Chubby Wubby's little brother. Youngest of the group.
And, Squirtle is the Pokemon in the pimp hat with the suitcase and...well, he insists it's not a purse, but...
Michelle (not pictured) is a little gray and white doggy that used to be a keychain. I freed her.
George (not pictured) is a little red and brown monkey that also used to be a keychain. Doesn't talk much. Is Michelle's shadow.
Song playing: Sublime - Why Can't We Be Friends
Me: Wow. You guys have been asleep this whole time? Get up, you lazy motherfuckers!
Wally: *yawns* What time is it?
Me: Almost 4:30.
Wally: That was the best sleep I've had in a while.
Me: I'm so glad. HEY! GET UP, YO!
Squirtle: Chill, chick. Thirty more minutes.
Me: *shakes out bed*
Chubby Wubby: Okay, that was NOT cool.
Spike: WAH! Where am I?
Michelle: Have a nice sleep, boys?
George: *hugs Michelle*
Squirtle: So, what's for breakfast?
Me: You missed breakfast.
Bullseye: We did?
Me: Yes. And lunch.
Wally: It's 4:30 in the afternoon.
Bullseye: Oh.
Me: I've been up for twelve hours now.
Squirtle: Ow. Don't even make me think about getting up at 4:30 am.
Me: I have a meeting at 5:30.
Squirtle: Ooh, fancy.
Michelle: What for?
Me: For the play.
All at Once: What play?
Me: Peter Pan.
All: You're Peter Pan??
Me: I'm a pirate. Named Bill.
Squirtle: *bursts into laughter*
Chubby Wubby: Shut the hell up, Squirtle.
Me: Really. A lot of people that are really talented didn't even get parts, so I'm thankful to be a pirate.
Squirtle: But still. Bill the Pirate?
Me: He's the coolest pirate ever.
Wally: L-o-l.
Bullseye: It's 4:35. Shouldn't you be going?
Me: Mom's coming to pick me up. I'm guessing around 5, since she's coming from work.
Spike: So we'll be here by ourselves!
Michelle: Oh God. I'm going to be the only sane one again.
Me: I have no idea when I'm coming back, but I will put Oatmeal in charge if you guys can't behave.
Spike: We'll be good!
Me: Damn straight.
Squirtle: Why are you IM'ing so many dudes? You whore!
Me: Thanks, Squirtle. I actually did sign in as appear offline so I wouldn't have to talk to this one guy. But I accidentally sent a message to the wrong guy so I ended up having to talk to him anyway.
Wally: Who's that?
Me: Shit. Mom's home. I gotta go, guys, I love you. Be good.
Squirtle: *innocent face* We will.
Me: =\
Michelle: I'll make sure nothing gets out of hand.
Squirtle: Yeah, until we get you drunk.
Michelle: Not funny.
**I shake out the contents of the soft doll holder.**
Squirtle: Ugh! Finally outta there.
Chubby Wubby: What was the big deal, keeping us all locked up in there?
Bullseye: Spike wouldn't quit pulling my tail.
Spike: That was so Michelle!
Michelle: Was not! Right, George?
George: Um...
Wally: Don't pull George into this. He had nothing to do with it.
Michelle: I bet he wants to be involved, just like everyone else! Right, George?
George: I....
Squirtle: I'm hungry.
Wally: Me too.
Squirtle: Wally, you're always hungry.
Wally: Am not!
Spike: Chubby Wubby, where's the end of my tail?
Chubby Wubby: You lost it. Like, two years ago.
Spike: I did?
Chubby Wubby: Don't you remember?
Spike: My tail's gone!
Bullseye: Only part of it.
Chubby Wubby: Guys, I think Spike suffers from brain damage.
Squirtle: What else is new?
Me: Guys, chill for a minute, okay?
All At Once:
CHILL OUT? MY TAIL IS GONE!
I swear, Spike's gone off the edge.
I'm gonna starve to death!
Me too!
Dude, where are we?
Ow!
I'm going to hide somewhere.
Me: People! Attention!
Squirtle: One, explain to us why we don't know where we are. Two, I'M HUNGRY.
Me: Shut up, Squirtle. We're in Alabama now.
Chubby Wubby: You told us that already.
Me: I did? Oh, okay. So you're pretty much all caught up, except my mom got married and now we live with three other kids.
Bullseye: Is the dog still here?
Me: Abby is. But Dad put Wylie into a shelter, without telling me.
Michelle: Aww.
Spike: I need a back rub.
Chubby Wubby: Spike, no one is going to give you a back rub.
Spike: Why not?
Chubby Wubby: You're covered in sharp thingies!
Spike: I am?
Chubby Wubby: Dude...
Me: What happened to Spike?
Spike: I was wondering that, too...
George: *mumbles*
Michelle: Shh! George wants to say something!
...
George: I forgot.
Me: Today is Groundhog Day.
Wally: OMG REALLY? This is so totally my favorite holiday.
Bullseye: Is Groundhog Day really a holiday?
Me: In France it is. Except it's called the Festival of Lights.
Squirtle: I think Wally's gay.
Michelle: That was mean, Squirtle.
Squirtle: What? That's just my opinion. And it's not like it's a BAD thing, right?
Michelle: Of course it's not. Wally can love whomever he chooses.
Squirtle: No he can't! I swear, dude, if you start hitting on me I'm going to punch you in the balls.
Spike: What balls...?
Wally: What was that, Spike?
Michelle: Whatever happened to Heart?
...
What?
Squirtle: We're not supposed to talk about her.
Michelle: Why not?
...
Wally: I'm still hungry.
Squirtle: God, me too. Aren't you going to take care of us???
Me: You're nourished with my love.
Chubby Wubby: Bull!
Me: Fine. Chinese sound good?
Wally: I prefer Thai.
Michelle: Yuck.
Squirtle: I don't care what it is. I'm ready to eat George right now.
George: O.O
Michelle: Why don't you just go eat your own shit?
Chubby Wubby: Hey, hey, now.
Spike: Who's George?
Chubby Wubby: That monkey over there.
Spike: Anybody know whatever happened to Tangerine?
Wally: I don't really care. She was a bitch.
Bullseye: =\
Squirtle: Wasn't she, Bullseye? I mean, you hated her.
Bullseye: I don't want to talk about it.
Michelle: Aww, hun. Come on, guys, leave him alone. Wish Heart were here. She could cheer him up.
Squirtle: *smacks Michelle*
Michelle: So totally OW.
Squirtle: Quit mentioning her.
Michelle: Well, you know she could. They were closer than peanut butter and jelly. I wonder why it didn't work out.
Bullseye: I'm gonna go lay down.
Squirtle: Michelle!!
Michelle: Bullseye, come back, I'm sorry.
Chubby Wubby: Michelle, just shut up. You're making things worse.
Me: Okay, Thai for Wally, Chinese for everybody else, and I also got a few cheeseburgers for those who are less adventurous.
Squirtle: FOOD!
Wally: That's Thai food?
Me: That's what you wanted.
Wally: Okay, two words: puke-inducing.
Me: What?
Wally: I thought Thai food was composed mainly of cupcakes.
Squirtle: Your mom!
Michelle: Someone pass the french fries.
Chubby Wubby: Magic word?
Michelle: Please.
Chubby Wubby: The other one.
Michelle: What? There is no other one.
Chubby Wubby: Yes there is.
Michelle: Gimme the french fries.
Chubby Wubby: Need the magic!
Michelle: I'll show you magic.
Chubby Wubby: Is that a threat or a promise?
Squirtle: Ugh, you guys, I'm trying to eat here.
Michelle: I'm sure we won't get in your way.
Me: Hungry, Bullseye?
Squirtle: He doesn't feel good.
Me: What's wrong with him?
Michelle: Broken heart.
Me: Oh. Heart?
Wally: Shh!
Me: Sorry.
Squirtle: Wally, this Thai stuff is amazing.
Wally: Anything goes when you're hungry, Squirtle.
Squirtle: Damn right.
Chubby Wubby: What the crap! This stuff is HOTT.
Squirtle: (laughing) He just tried the wasabi.
Michelle: Here, this'll help.
Chubby Wubby: *chews*
Wally: Don't, Chubby Wubby!
Chubby Wubby: *throws up*
Michelle, Squirtle, Spike: BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Wally: That was cruel.
Chubby Wubby: PEPPER?!? WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU GIVE ME HOT PEPPERS??
Michelle: I didn't.
Chubby Wubby: *lunges*
Me: Whatever happened to the days when we could eat together and not end up trying to kill each other?
Squirtle: I don't think those days existed.
Spike: This is good. What's it called?
Michelle: That would be a cheeseburger, hun.
Wally: Wow.
Me: Somebody give Bullseye a cheeseburger. I'm sure he's hungry.
Spike: I'll do it.
Chubby Wubby: Don't bug him, Spiky.
Spike: I won't. Here, Bullseye, Katie got you a cheeseburger.
Bullseye: Thanks, Spike.
Spike: It's extra cheesy.
Bullseye: So I see.
Spike: And it's all yours.....IF you come and eat with us.
Bullseye: I'd rather eat by myself right now.
Spike: Come on, man...being around other people lessens the pain.
Bullseye: And you would know.
Spike: Well, no. But we're all here for you, man, don't forget that.
Bullseye: Thanks again. See you later, Spike.
Spike: Bye.
Wally: Is he okay?
Spike: Nuh-uh. He wouldn't even come sit with us.
Squirtle: We're too good for him.
Spike: He really misses her, doesn't he...
Wally: I do, too. She was a good dinosaur.
Michelle: It's none of our business. Finish your food.
Squirtle: Yes, mommy.
Spike: I think we should try to help him.
Wally: How?
Spike: We should try to find her.
Squirtle: That's a good one.
Me: Spike, she's probably in a box in storage somewhere...either that or she got thrown away when my room was cleaned out.
Michelle: Didn't we see her after that?
Squirtle: I have no idea. Were we even friends with you back then?
Michelle: I-d-k.
Wally: I'm not hungry anymore.
Squirtle: Whatever, guys. She was just a girl. There's like, a bajillion other ones out there. We'll find someone else for the poor guy.
Spike: But what if she was his true love?
Squirtle: I don't believe in true love.
Wally: You won't until it happens...
Squirtle: Chea right.
Me: You guys should get into bed. It's late.
Chubby Wubby: What about Bullseye?
Me: Just leave him alone. He'll sleep wherever he wants.
*Everyone gets into bed*
Me: Michelle, you can have your own bed.
Michelle: Thank you. I'm so done with guys right now.
George: ):
Michelle: George, it's only tonight.
Squirtle: Come on, George, don't be such a pussy.
Wally: Squirtle!
George: It's alright.
Squirtle: See? I got him to talk.
Wally: You're magical.
Squirtle: I am.
Me: Good night, Squirtle, Wally, Spike, Chubby Wubby, Bullseye, George, Michelle.
Squirtle: Good night.
Chubby Wubby: Good night.
Michelle: Good night.
Wally: Good night.
Spike: Good night.
George: G'night.
Bullseye: Good night, Katie.
Me: See you in the morning. Feel better, Bullseye. I love you guys.
Squirtle: Love you more.
Me: =P
PETER PAN THE HIGH-FLYING BROADWAY MUSICAL!
CAST NOTICE
***PLEASE make sure to initial beside your name on the cast list to indicate your acceptance of the role indicated. If you would like a copy of this notice please see Mr. Gossett.
Tuesday, February 3rd - 5:30 pm CEPA Theatre
ALL CAST MEMBERS and a Parent or Guardian should plan to attend a brief but informative meeting where we will cover all of the aspects of safety, rehearsal scheduling, maintaining casting eligibilty, grade requirements, and fundraising. Preliminary schedules will be distrubted.
Wednesday February 4th - 3:15 pm CEPA Theatre
Our 1st after school rehearsal will be centered on the viewing of the Cathy Rigby - Peter Pan movie. Attendance is required of all cast members who have not seen the video in Mr. Gossett's theatre classes. However, ALL CAST MEMBERS are welcome, including parents. This is currently the only rehearsal that will be open to parents.
Thursday, February 5th - 3:15 pm CEPA Theatre
ALL CAST MEMBERS - Rehearsal - Ice Breaking, Vocal Exercise, Character Development.
Friday, February 6th - NO REHEARSAL
Monday February 9th - Principals ONLY
Tuesday February 10th - Lost Boys ONLY
Wednesday February 11th - ALL CAST MEMBERS
Thursday February 12th and Friday 13th - NO REHEARSAL
